Sunday, February 14, 2010

Back Off Bitch

I just deleted an entire post of crap. Total and complete crap.

I was going to write something witty about personal space, but as I kept reading and re-reading it, I realized that it was total shit.

So I deleted the whole freaking thing.

Le sigh.

I am a little bit directionless today. But that's OK. I am learning to roll with it when life doesn't quite go my way. I am no longer living in fear of embracing happiness. I am following the advice of others and learning to grow and expand and laugh and love like I never have before.

So when before, I would have written this post over and over again until it was perfect, I am now just putting up something different. Because? It doesn't have to be perfect. It just has to be something that I like. Something that comes from the heart. Something that is what I am feeling and is for me and me alone. And it no longer matters if what I write is enjoyed or laughed over. It only matters that this is by me, for me.


4 comments:

sybil law said...

Amen!

Sue said...

YAY! That's the way it should always be...

Dr. Kenneth Noisewater said...

Hey! Haven't heard from you in forever and day. Good to see you still blogging, and don't worry about shitty posts. I'm posting most every day now, so if one is kinda shitty, I know there is a good one around the corner.

Memphis Steve said...

I did the same thing today. I've done it a hundred times, in fact. My draft folder is filled with crap I wrote and was never happy with. After awhile I usually just forget it. Sometimes I go back and steal bits of some of them. Some days you just don't feel it.